If Only

嬉しさは
予期せぬとこから湧いてくる
"If only" is but a while
"Thank you" is but goodbye

なぜ人同種なのに
まるで謎のように
私は最近むかついた
偉そうな心理学者に
人はみんな違うんだから
私だってあなたと違う

昨日見慣れた景色が
懐かしく感じる
いつかこの場所に戻れなくなる
いつなのそのいつか
時間操ろうと人間は
時間にだまされる
でもそれでいいんだから
人間は人間なりに笑おう
人は人なりに悲しもう

悲しみは
人が人だから辛くなる
"I love you" is not a lie
"Goodbye" is but a while

いつなら楽になれる
誰に聞けばいい
私は最近叱られた
昨日の私今日の私も
全て同じ私だから
受け入れて責めないで

認められたくて人は
人とぶつかり合う
やがてそれが思い出になる
明日ならわかるよ
でも私が求めるのは
認めでも愛でもない
幸せって小さくても
自分の中にあるよ
あなたでも本当は笑ってるでしょ

終わらないのね
文句ってずっと続いてる
いつまで誤解されんだろう
でもそれでいいんだから
それだからこそ人生が人生らしく

Broken Shards

Don't be sad stars in the sky
I didn't forget you
I didn't mean to hurt you
Smile at me emotions of somebody
Tell me it's alright

The same repetition
Going back and forth
I wonder if it's still the same path
The same circle of foundations
Lost something
Just to find something
In this world where anxiety resides
I carve a hope in the skies

If I go back to where I didn't belong
Would things turn out worse?
How worse could they be
If I was never able to go there
Would things not be this way?
I was told to love
I wasn't taught to be anxious
But fleeting time
Left me no one to blame

Why is it hard to understand each other
Why do we repeat ourselves
When we already know how we feel
Why are we afraid to lose what we have
When it's going nowhere

Why is there no escape...
Why is the only exit is you?
I wish I'd understand better
But you taught me
Why tears are salty and bitter

Stars in the sky
What am I worrying about?
What is it that I fear losing so much
If I just step further forward
I could stop looking back
I have to say goodbye
To the past
There is future awaiting
Still far
But looking brighter every second

Smile with me
My precious green gem
One of the things I'm thankful is
That you never had to know melancholy
You entered my circle of life
This rotten but brilliant world
Is my world