Saturday, July 17, 2010

ELIXIR一郎

Woke up early in the morning
Somewhat sleepy, somewhat late
10 minutes left time to pray
A new day begun again

After prayers the holy book
And after that a delicious breakfast
I crouched in front of the screen, wondering
What should I write, for this report

Things got a little hazy, things got a little blurry
Into another slumber you sent me
That alarm You told me to set earlier
Rang at 7:45, and I realized I was dreaming

A little bit of this, and things that I don't like
But since You gave it, it must be good for me
Then at 8:15, finally You showed me what to write
A brilliant report that I never thought of

しっかりしていたい、はっきりしていたい
朝ってミラクル、あなたはワンダーフル

Light Binder

It's not the weather
Probably is has come
The time of the year
When snow falls in midsummer
While ants gather around a rotten apple
I stare at the sky wondering
Has cosmic started its alignment?
And it is not a dream

Funny how complicated things are
To have two souls in one body
Funny to be the one who crosses time
But still this uneasiness lingers
Just what is this anxiety?
To watch myself with the eye of the heart
Reality isn't quite what it seems

I ask for only one answer
What should I know and what shouldn't I?
The Light Binder made me from clay
And put us above spectrums of light
Alas the traveler picks up hes sword
Somewhat heavy, somewhat far
50 years later se promises to return
And it was a long day for hem again

Look At Me

Always wanting You to look at me
I forgot about the things you gave
Going around wondering how to make You love me
But I never looked at those You blessed
Do they really love You? I always ask
Do they even know You? I ask with angst
I can't help but weep
Everytime their words make You look weak
But I forgot that humans make mistakes

Why didn't I see when I sat under the stars
Birds flying back to their nests after a long day work
That small stream flowing nearby
Had it always been that blue?
I see now Your love is infinite
Hatred from jealousy leads to nowhere
If I always want to despise
When will I get out of this prison called delusion
But now I've climbed the walls
And saw a beautiful rainbow arc

Life is short
My journey is almost over

Resting Area

I have chosen this road
This difficult road

Not everyone can move
Now everyone can just wait
Someone has to do it
While someone can just sit
I sat down for too long
My legs have gotten numb
Time to spread these wings
And begin a new journey

Too long the rest was
Too short the journey will be
Why not take a break? say them
Because it's too easy
The traveler always walk on
From the past to the future
Always smiling
But never looking back
That's how travelers are
And I don't want to be the one who waits

My lover once said
"If fighting is our destiny,
Then there is nothing to do but fight"
But no one knows their destinies
Till everything ends
Still I want to be the one who flies
I will be the one who learns

Countless Treasures

We are always fighting
Always struggling
Don't hold back those tears
It's part of life

We are always looking back
Always saying the same "I'm alone"
Now I look again
And then I look again
How many battles have I gone through?
To struggle against sadness
To get to know true loneliness
I've befriended darkness
Oh foolish days

"I'll protect you" was an undeliberate lie
In fact life is full of lies
Have you ever found yourself
The last one standing with the flag
Then dimensions flip
And you're in the next battle
Yes, that's right
Life is full of pain
By getting hurt we learnt that blood is red

And still I have time to write
And still these hands leave their marks behind

Back To Earth

Mysterious the way people work
Notoriously challenging the rules
And though knows, believes not
And that applies to me too
How can this training be so short?
And while people fuss over trivial things
I wonder why I only see the big picture

When they draw me the small pixels
I happened to see more than black and white
As I see what's between 0 and 1
Can't help but think how small it can break
Unable to say no to those things
I start learning again

What's the big picture?
0 or 1
It's true it's not enough
Nothing more that foundations
Maybe I'm starting to see it
Because I'm not a robot
After all I'm a traveler
Who travels and learns

Scarecrow

It's time to go
困ってる人がいるからこそ
私たちは動く

When I told you we have to move
You called me a fool
For abandoning knowledge that could be a tool
You said wait, it's not time yet
Just like them, always waiting
Then do you know who they are?
The people who said the same thing in the past hundred years
But what changes? What do you see?
All promises made, few actually done
The rich just rise higher
While more people struggle in poverty
What is this promise that you want to make?
History proved it, what else is there to say

When people move, those who don't will be left behind
How can you laugh here
When you know out there people are suffering?
Someone's working on it? How do you know
You're doing it your own way? What is your way
Always making promises
人間の悪い癖

Because you will be asked more than this
On judgment day
And no one will back you up
Unless you wake up from those selfish dreams