Saturday, March 27, 2010

White Wind

I have something to share
I have blue skies to watch
To witness
Will you listen to my story
Or will you go as soon as the fun is over
Stay
Look into my eyes
You have to know
A fight that's been going on forever

Is it destiny
Is it a blessing
An image so lustful
Of a memory stained with emptiness
Have you ever looked at the earth
All around you
Did you know if you stop and watch
Everything will talk to you

I asked the persona
Why do you keep coming back?
It is so kind
It is so sweet
But never answers my question
It just play with me
And tell me it's alright
Everything's alright
Nothing's alright

I asked the council
Why didn't you stop it?
They asked me back
Why won't you lend a hand?
A thing I never understand
Is that my heart believes in the truth
But against this one persona
It always shuts its eyes
Ironic
I killed myself
Literally

Are you bored?
Or are you confused?
"What is this, my dear?" says you over there
"What has been bothering you for centuries?
Have you forgotten your destiny?
Do you not own someone a favor?
You used to throw away your life for the truth
Why are you throwing it away for damnation now?
Have you forgotten your destiny?"
My dear, my dear
I never forget my destiny
That is why I'm telling you
What I can't solve by myself
I have no patience, have I?
It is a blessing
To be beautiful
Now I finally understand why they say
Being too beautiful could be a sin

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Codename KY

The codename
It's you

Do I have to let go of you now?
And bid farewell till the time comes
But you just won't go away
Once I call your name
There you are again
We both hate saying goodbye
And this is our destiny
If fighting is our destiny
Then fight by my side

I play in your world
You visit my world
God is mysterious
And sometimes humorous
That's the way things are
Live with it
Kneel down
Bow down
In front of the Almighty
Whom we pledge allegiance

When I saw you with your friends
I wished I could be like you
Our worlds are too different
Loyalty here was next to none
Or so I thought
So I kept leaving
I kept going to your side
Then the message was conveyed
That my fight here has never ended

Goodbye is but a few seconds
Are you willing to let me go?
God is miraculous
In the end
We are destined to smile
Because our loyalty
Is only for one

You are my companion
On the path to God

Friday, February 19, 2010

Aurora

Today I make this promise
That I will never make you cry again
Never to embrace other than you
And to always need you

After a long time
I notice
Goodbye starry skies
Where did they go?
Once again after a long
A very long long time
I'm back
Here on this grassy hill

It's slightly changed
With slightly more people
A happy couple
Sat on my grass bed
Up and up
To the top I flew
And stayed there
Recollecting pieces by pieces
Aurora river of stars

This is where it started
Where our love blossommed
This is
My sanctuary

Friday, February 5, 2010

Dozing Off In The Train

Something funny
Going through my mind
I just chuckle
Regardless of place and time
Why do I need anyone else
When I have you napping on my shoulder
Ah, this is bliss
Let it stay this way

Again a smile
Over and over again
People can't resist staring
I know how it feels
It's a dark night outside
I bet a big storm is coming
Tomorrow's gonna be cold
But I have my dark knight by me

I want to sing
Let you listen to the love song I wrote
This is wonderful
To know and to love you always
Wish we could always be like this
Wish we will never fade
God, you gave me
The best feeling ever

Lost Story

If you look at the stars at night
Don't look too far, don't search too deep
I won't be there, just a shy star

Say the words you're not there
But I see a star blinking low
Could it be protecting me from beyond infinity

If you start to move on again, if ever
Walk under the greens, say hello to the clouds
Get hurt a few times, and get back to sleep

Tell me who lived without getting hurt
Hug by your remembrance
Somehow I survived this far

And we were letting go
Of something that was there
Did you know we were never one?

We were never one
Just half of something else
In the dark, silent night I saw an angel

An owl hoots a sad lullaby
Sending the swamp and trees into deep sleep
Then as I sat at your window

Something is there
Crying outside my window
In vain I tried to find an inexisting smile

I'll ask the minister of dreams to give you a good dream
I'll ask the demon lord to stay away from you tonight
And I don't need you to breathe a word

I pray that people will always smile like you
As it is the source of my strength and happiness
So we will take another step together

My smile was never there
I was never there
And you and I have never met

Never once have I met you
Never once have I seen your face
Just through my heart, my intuition

It was too soon, you were too young
For you to notice my black robe was too early
You weren't ready to go

It'll never be too soon nor too late
As time will always be perfect
Unpredictable yet unquestionable

Do not ask who I am, nor ask me to stay
Run into the sun if you see me
Like everyone else would be happy to

Don't stay, don't go away
You're always welcome here
Now and forever

Friday, January 29, 2010

光の歌 Rhythm Of The Light

私には忘れきれない
その苦笑い、その微笑み
かわいいかわいい君に
言葉さえ伝えられたら

いなくなったりそばにいたり
いつも二人でこのペースで
どうして人は傷つくの?
みんな仲良くしたらよかったのに

僕を見つけてくれてありがとう
言いたくて言えなくて伝わったのかな?
ゆっくり君が歩いた
僕に背中を向けて

私は存在しきれない
この体もこの魂もいつか
強い強い君に
最後に歌を謡わせて

君が教えてくれた道
いつも光がさしている
嫌な人が消えてゆく
大切な仲間とともに

僕を見つけてくれてありがとう
言いたくて言ったって笑ってくれた
消えてゆく背中に
涙が隠せない

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Wings

The calm one wins
You tell that to others
You show them how it's done
People wonder at your calmness
Some even thought you're just damn stupid
And still you're not the least offended
I could almost swear you're happy
Then I'll also tell you how stupid you are
Coz in the fight that's been going on
Across countless centuries and dimensions
Every single time
You fight them with rage

As time moves backward
In pitch black outer space
From star to star you went
With that black cloud after you
Yours is of a different face
Those ever sparkling eyes
Becomes full of killing intents till the red veins showed
Your crooked half-smile reeks of hatred
Do you even notice you're no longer dancing?
Just foolishly swinging your spear around you
You've become a fool
Not a single drop of your history
Till I care no longer
For the tears and blood that you shed

Shed tears, shed blood
I'm tired of this pace

When time moves back forward
Sometimes it stays behind, sometimes it gets along
And using that mere gap of a time
Se went back
To those waiting for hem
And history rewrites itself again
Se lives that picturesque life of hes again
Sending hes warm aura everywhere
Showing that calmly smiling expression
You idiot
If only you'd remember that when you're alone
Then we won't need to have our hearts beating so furiously

This hand of mine
It's done so many damages in my world
These feet of mine
They overtake lightnings
These eyes of mine
See through the heart of a person
Yet with all these capabilities
I couldn't lend a finger to help you
I can't even see who your enemy is
Therefore don't be ridiculous
Remember the wings you possess