Moths

Once again I saw the moon behind the clouds

I try to call out to the stars

And once again

I realize that there is no one waiting for me

There is no place that would accept me

How long do I have to run

Before the night ends

Could this be there is all to life

Does it feel good to lie awake at night

In the black casket just staring up at the sky

And I hear some voices moaning

But turns out it was just the wind

I'm left alone again

Why are there only black moths perching on my hands

Once again I saw the red moon in the sky

I saw a white star fades out

Everynight

I wait and wonder if sleep will come

To these heavy eyes of mine

How long do I have to watch

Till these eyes close

Could this be there is all to life