I have something to say
A longing to fulfil
What have I done
To forget this love
What my hands have done to upset you
I'll repay with my everything
So many days passed
Ever since autumn leaves left their mark
A face I used to love
To long for so long
A person I wanted to hug
That I always loved
Just silently with the breeze
Wrapping my arms around hes shoulders
I've forgotten
What it felt like to love
To miss someone so much
To hate memories
Never looking back
Cause knowing this will happen
This very moment
When I start missing those days
The days where I chased after you
The day we swore to love each other
And those following moments
When there was nothing I loved more
Than to see you every single day
Know my love, that I still hate looking back
Looking back on those days
Those days when nothing could hold me back
When everything I wanted was you
But look at me now
Nothing more than a figure
Lost and stumbling
Falling over and over
The light seems so far
And you are far too
When I walked away on my own
What is it that I seek
Satisfaction from lust and greed?
Denying, but God knows
How much I need help
I'm the weak traveler
Who's lost everything
After such a long time
These tears fall again
As I realize
That I've fallen deep down the trench
You are not an illusion
Not a toy I can play with
Can I just sit down
And stare at you in the eyes
Recalling those lovely green gems
Ahh let me forget those days
The days I loved you
Let me leave these days
The days I turn my back on you
I'll keep on walking
Though the road's tough
I'll find the answer
The day will come
When I'll love you again
The way it should have been
Then I'll look at you again
And probably smile without tears down my cheeks
Probably you don't know
But I'm the one who left you
The one who walked out on you
But you kept on smiling
Believing in me
And I knew that trust
While I keep on playing around
Still you wait for me
For every single second of my return
Never regretting choosing me
As if nothing is wrong
But it's wrong
Why can't I just hold you?
And hold on strong
Why do I keep going away
When I know I'm not that strong?
And everytime I come back
You're there at the door
Don't go away
Don't show me those regretful tears
I wish you'll never know
The meaning of tsurai omoi
When you know what I am
And what I've been
I still hate memories
Bringing back nothing but pain
God this hurts
Love hurts
Even when I'm the one who's hiding it
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Love letter from The Traveler to The Healer.
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