Thursday, April 22, 2010

悔しくなんかない

夜:怒ってる?
光:全然。なんで僕が?
夜:いや、まあ、君だもんね

夜:あなたは誰
どうしてそんな冷静にいられるの
自分が馬鹿にされてるよ
自分が認められてないよ
光:君は誰
どうしてそんな文句言うの
馬鹿にされてるのは
認められてないのは
人間っていうもの

夜:どうして笑っちゃう?
今笑われたぞ!
光:どうして気に入らないの?
面白いぞ

夜:あなたのそういうとこが好き
光:ありがとう
夜:いつかあなたみたいになりたい
光:なれなくても愛してるよ
夜:でも本当に理解できない
光:僕、変ってるから
夜:本当、あなた。。。
大好きだね

白:成長したな、光
光:ずっと前からだけど。。
白:いや、全然違う
光:そんなに?
白:俺、正直びっくりした
光:君なんかびっくりできるわけ??
白:でも、お前はやっぱり馬鹿だな
光:君に言われたくねぇな

夜:怒ってないと言ってるのに、号泣じゃない?
光:してないよ
夜:だって、奇妙な笑いしてるもの
光:へえ。。。そんなわけない
夜:悲しかったら、悔しかったら、私に言って
。。。
隠しても無駄だぞ
私には、わかるから、あなたの気持ぐらい
光:笑わせてよ。。。
泣きたくないから、笑わせてよ


だって、僕は旅者だから
夜:。。。
私は、あなたを守りたい
光:よく守ってくれたよ
言えないくらい感謝だ
夜:その強がるあなたのとこが。。嫌なんだ。。
悲しい時は泣いて
悔しい時は怒って
光:悔しい時なんかないさ
自分に嘘をついてても
やがてそれが真実になるから
頑張ってる僕の姿、嫌いかい?
夜:。。辛いんだよ。。。

光:僕は、泣くときもある、笑う時もある
でも悔しいから泣くのって
バカバカしい
ただ、自分の弱さや馬鹿さに負けたとき
肩を、貸してくれ

Monday, April 19, 2010

Eternal Bond

Can I lean against your back now
And trust you to look after mine
Can we sit together under the widespread sky now
Without worrying about what's behind each of us
I am glad I met you
I am glad I have you to call
My companions now and forever

Memories still linger
About friendships that never stay sealed
We were always afraid
Never had anyone to trust
But that all changed
With the power of the One that we share our love
We were able to love each other

"One day you might find me jumping with joy
When you do, remind me of hell
One day you might find me hopelessly down
When you do, remind me of Hes love
One day when you see me weak and helpless
Remind me of heaven and its treasures
If one day I build a barrier between us
Help me tear it down
If there was a time I scarred your heart
Tell me so I could change
When the day comes when I shall sleep my eternal rest
Then shower me with Al-Fatihah and prayers"

I read that a long, long time ago
But I knew how terrible humans can be
Now we have met
Now we have fallen in love
There are you to whom I can say these words
We need not worry anymore
There are people I can trust
Now I can say that
Now I can finally trust

Never have we done this before
Never have we vowed our love to anyone
Thank you my God, for showing us
That we were not alone
Though we are all trying
We trust our backs to each other
And now I walk under the sun
Under the moon, under the stars
Without having to look back
Just walking forward
Towards people waiting for me

I love you my friends
Eternally I love you

Saturday, March 27, 2010

White Wind

I have something to share
I have blue skies to watch
To witness
Will you listen to my story
Or will you go as soon as the fun is over
Stay
Look into my eyes
You have to know
A fight that's been going on forever

Is it destiny
Is it a blessing
An image so lustful
Of a memory stained with emptiness
Have you ever looked at the earth
All around you
Did you know if you stop and watch
Everything will talk to you

I asked the persona
Why do you keep coming back?
It is so kind
It is so sweet
But never answers my question
It just play with me
And tell me it's alright
Everything's alright
Nothing's alright

I asked the council
Why didn't you stop it?
They asked me back
Why won't you lend a hand?
A thing I never understand
Is that my heart believes in the truth
But against this one persona
It always shuts its eyes
Ironic
I killed myself
Literally

Are you bored?
Or are you confused?
"What is this, my dear?" says you over there
"What has been bothering you for centuries?
Have you forgotten your destiny?
Do you not own someone a favor?
You used to throw away your life for the truth
Why are you throwing it away for damnation now?
Have you forgotten your destiny?"
My dear, my dear
I never forget my destiny
That is why I'm telling you
What I can't solve by myself
I have no patience, have I?
It is a blessing
To be beautiful
Now I finally understand why they say
Being too beautiful could be a sin

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Codename KY

The codename
It's you

Do I have to let go of you now?
And bid farewell till the time comes
But you just won't go away
Once I call your name
There you are again
We both hate saying goodbye
And this is our destiny
If fighting is our destiny
Then fight by my side

I play in your world
You visit my world
God is mysterious
And sometimes humorous
That's the way things are
Live with it
Kneel down
Bow down
In front of the Almighty
Whom we pledge allegiance

When I saw you with your friends
I wished I could be like you
Our worlds are too different
Loyalty here was next to none
Or so I thought
So I kept leaving
I kept going to your side
Then the message was conveyed
That my fight here has never ended

Goodbye is but a few seconds
Are you willing to let me go?
God is miraculous
In the end
We are destined to smile
Because our loyalty
Is only for one

You are my companion
On the path to God

Friday, February 19, 2010

Aurora

Today I make this promise
That I will never make you cry again
Never to embrace other than you
And to always need you

After a long time
I notice
Goodbye starry skies
Where did they go?
Once again after a long
A very long long time
I'm back
Here on this grassy hill

It's slightly changed
With slightly more people
A happy couple
Sat on my grass bed
Up and up
To the top I flew
And stayed there
Recollecting pieces by pieces
Aurora river of stars

This is where it started
Where our love blossommed
This is
My sanctuary

Friday, February 5, 2010

Dozing Off In The Train

Something funny
Going through my mind
I just chuckle
Regardless of place and time
Why do I need anyone else
When I have you napping on my shoulder
Ah, this is bliss
Let it stay this way

Again a smile
Over and over again
People can't resist staring
I know how it feels
It's a dark night outside
I bet a big storm is coming
Tomorrow's gonna be cold
But I have my dark knight by me

I want to sing
Let you listen to the love song I wrote
This is wonderful
To know and to love you always
Wish we could always be like this
Wish we will never fade
God, you gave me
The best feeling ever

Lost Story

If you look at the stars at night
Don't look too far, don't search too deep
I won't be there, just a shy star

Say the words you're not there
But I see a star blinking low
Could it be protecting me from beyond infinity

If you start to move on again, if ever
Walk under the greens, say hello to the clouds
Get hurt a few times, and get back to sleep

Tell me who lived without getting hurt
Hug by your remembrance
Somehow I survived this far

And we were letting go
Of something that was there
Did you know we were never one?

We were never one
Just half of something else
In the dark, silent night I saw an angel

An owl hoots a sad lullaby
Sending the swamp and trees into deep sleep
Then as I sat at your window

Something is there
Crying outside my window
In vain I tried to find an inexisting smile

I'll ask the minister of dreams to give you a good dream
I'll ask the demon lord to stay away from you tonight
And I don't need you to breathe a word

I pray that people will always smile like you
As it is the source of my strength and happiness
So we will take another step together

My smile was never there
I was never there
And you and I have never met

Never once have I met you
Never once have I seen your face
Just through my heart, my intuition

It was too soon, you were too young
For you to notice my black robe was too early
You weren't ready to go

It'll never be too soon nor too late
As time will always be perfect
Unpredictable yet unquestionable

Do not ask who I am, nor ask me to stay
Run into the sun if you see me
Like everyone else would be happy to

Don't stay, don't go away
You're always welcome here
Now and forever