Piano Keys

Maybe someone's waiting
Just for hours out there standing
Should I stretch out an umbrella?
But se looked so sad
I let hem in

Drenched and soaked
Could be rain, could be tears
There's an intruder in my house
With eyes red from isolation
Se stared at the piano
Just stared, ignoring where se was
Somehow I found my fingers drumming on the keys

It kept raining outside
Cold air blew through the chimney
Taking the fire with it
The stranger drew a soft smile
And we fell into a slumber

I heard pitter patters on the window
Someone must be lonely outside
Someone must be waiting for somebody to open that door

***

A random memory

たぶん淋しいかも

Have you ever woken up reborn?
With someone you don't recognize suddenly telling you what to do
And introduced to someone who shall be your partner
To both be on the stage
Into the world of performers

Somehow I didn't hate that life
Just staring at the crowd
Somehow I thought as long as I'm not stolen of my pride
I could make it fine
Eyeing my partner, I felt angry
Why is se the only one who knew
Hes past, hes everything
While I'm just someone found lying on the riverbanks
Why wasn't anyone trying to find me...

I woke up to a blue sky that didn't feel familiar
And lived with people I never knew
I didn't understand who or what they were
Though they treated me like family
I knew I was a merchandise
I've got to break away
But that partner was always looking through me
As if knowing I'll be gone anytime

You don't understand
You're not the one without memories
I said that without a bit of sympathy for hem who was just trying to help
You don't understand
You're not the one who has to crossdress and no one knows nor cares
I'm the one who's standing as an inexisting idol
You'd never understand
Then I saw that helplessness in those eyes
Perhaps I was wrong?
But I didn't care

Days to weeks finally turned to years
Really I was abandoned
Amnesiac as I am, no one was even searching
Who was I? Some kind of introvert?
Somehow I wasn't sick of that life
But I needed something to hold on to
There was nothing to justify
Whether what I was facing is reality or not
They just know how to get what they want
They never cared
To them I was just another emotionless doll
Somehow I didn't hate it
Somehow I managed to hide unreasonable tears
Till the day se grabbed me by the shirt and yelled
That the future is in my own hands
Still I just glared back

One day I went by the river I was found
Calculating the way I came years ago
Perhaps an accident? I tried searching
But there was no one on the missing list
Then what was I
A gift from heaven like they said?
Rubbish

Years being together, yet I never knew
When we were there in one room
And some things went clear
That I wasn't the only one enduring this fake performance
But I still felt bitter
Because se still had hes share of memories
While I still ponder and wonder
Once I get mine back, I'll definitely leave
And will never return
Not ever
Even if se made that happy pretense

Somehow I knew our meeting was fated
When se led us astray into a far away city
And I see things that were familiar
Forgetting time I ran
Towards places I used to know, reconstructing every piece of memory
To the place I used to live
Seeing faces I used to call by names
It was so near
But it wasn't there
Why?
Why are things so cruel?
Why wasn't there anything to tell my memory was real

As expected
Nothing came out of the net
Straining my eyes onto the monitor, I sighed
Maybe it was time to give up
If things weren't here
Then there was no use to chase
Everything was so pathetic
Please give me something sure to hold on to, I prayed
To whom, I didn't know
But someone must know
Someone must understand
There must be someone who's able to heal
And that's not my partner, standing outside the door

I decided to mess things up
In front of live cameras, to let everyone know
So that someone could response and tell me
Tell me that they were looking for me
But I ended up with fakers
I knew that was gonna happen
But I had to try
Just wanted to give it a shot
Then se whispered to me
"Don't give up"
Somehow it gave me strength

Those nights I dreamt of my previous years
The ones before I drifted into this world of entertainment
And the ones with my partner by my side
It wasn't bad to be involved in this business
But to know hem was a big mistake
I should've refused it the first time
I knew I could
Things are miraculous
When I realized, we spent 10 years together
As the forever young teens
But this world will come to an end
Our fans might stay loyal
But the time will come for us to step down
And then we will be apart for real
For the first time
I thought that sounded sad

The place I used to live stood before me
It wasn't the same, but it was here, I knew
I snuggled beneath the roof waiting
For a familiar face to suddenly pop out of nowhere
So that I could be rid of this new world
So that I know I wasn't alone
But no one came
Even as snow keeps falling
No one I knew went by
Except for my partner who came looking for me
Se didn't tell me to go home
Se sat beside me and waited with me
"I don't understand" se said
"Of course you don't" I snapped
And I ignored the rest of hes words

Have you ever found yourself reborn?
Found somewhere and taught to be something
Then you discover that you lost something
A lot of things
But you'll never find them back
Have you ever known what it's like to be lonely?

I wished I could just disappear
There was nothing more that I wanted
Except for this small hope in my heart
It said that things will be alright
Things aren't alright!
The next second I found myself on an unknown road
With hem walking close behind
As if looking over me
Waiting for me to decide to stop these useless acts
Knowing fully well I won't
We just kept on walking
Then I was running away from hem
I wanted to be alone
Se knew that, yet se chased after me
Just go away already! I wanted to scream
But I said
"Take me home"

I never checked our homepage
There wouldn't be any more than fans' loves and kisses
And fake confessions of knowing my past

One day my partner was torn away to be with someone else
For some reason I was able to laugh
"Now forget everything" I said
It was cruel
But I didn't want anymore
Even with my new partner
I never told my story
Enough, I thought
Just enough with this insanity

What a long time wasted

On a sunny photography session
Se came and showed me a VCD
"Come to my place and we'll watch together" said se
"Why would I?" I got angry again
I thought this could be my last kindness
When I stepped into the room
But the video was already running
And I saw what I wanted to see for so long
Faces and voices that were familiar
And the me I used to know
So it was real after all

Have you ever had someone who'd arrange a concert
Just so you could connect to people you lost
My ex-partner did it without asking
And I was able to take off that mask
But I didn't go back to where I used to be
Glad and enough to just know they were real
And more than that
I finally realized
That someone was waiting
So patiently always standing near by
Somehow
I couldn't hate hem

***

A random dream

The Color Of This Ink

I read an invisible letter
Wrote not with lemon but with love and longings
Felt by none but me
Signed with kisses every here and there
A letter from my lover
It came a long way through various means
Sometimes it arrives like telepathy
The loneliness and the happiness se endured everyday
Though I'm here the feelings are clear
We're not one soul in two bodies
Somehow things are just meant to be

I took up a pen an wrote an unseen reply
To be sent across distances
To be heard by only the receiver
I am sorry I'm not romantic and always can't be there
By your side to support you
When you're down or when you need someone to share your glee
But you know
Just feeling your presence out there
Knowing you are facing life with what you are
It makes me long for you more and more
As beautiful as you are when you smile
Every moment of you I treasure
Every single gesture
I love everything about you and that is why
This small me can keep on travelling
Till the end comes for another beginning

Faster than light se smiled
That reassuring understanding smile
Se had always understood, I had always known
But se's always holding out a hand
For me to catch
Se's waiting
So am I
We are all waiting
Patiently, so gently

I will go home my dear
And bring you lots of stuff that you like
But not just because to make you happy
Because I know
Even if I send you flowers and jewelries from heaven
You will choose me over everything
I will shower you with gifts
Because I know that I always win
In your heart
In my heart
You are the winner

I will keep this letter
Along with the rest
In a place nearest to heaven
Far from depleting memories
Where we would surely dwell with God's will
The coming days when we won't have to be lonely ever again

***

この文字の色



見えない手紙が届いた
愛と孤独で書かれた文字は
僕にしか感じれない
愛情で溢れたこのラブレターは
大事な愛する人がくれた
遥かな届かぬところから来た
以心伝心みたいに
あの人が迎える毎日の寂しさとうれしさ
ここにいる僕には感じれる
二つになった魂なんかじゃない
ただの愛し合う二人なんだ

ペンを持ち上げて返事を書いた
あの届かぬ場所に
あの人にしか見えない返事を
いつも優しくなくてゴメンな
一緒にいてあげられなくて悪かった
あんなにだけ自分の悲しみと笑いを話せる相手が欲しいってわかってるのに
でもさ
君がそこにいると知っているだけで
君が君らしく生きているだけで
会いたくて会いたくて苦しいほどに会いたくなる
笑ってる君もいい
君がするすべての表情が愛おしい
君の身振りの全ても
あんな君が好きだから
いつまでも旅を続けられる僕は
旅の終わりで約束された始まりを待つ

そしてあの人は笑った
あの懐かしい暖かな笑顔
わかってるって僕もわかってる
だけどなぜか一度も手を引くことがない
ずっと僕がそれを握るのを待っている
あの人は待っている
僕とともに
僕らは皆待っている
静かに、かすかに

必ず帰るよ、愛する人よ
君の好きなものをたくさん持って帰る
でもそれは君を喜ばせるためだけじゃない
知ってるからさ
いくら豪華なものを君に差し上げても
それらよりも僕がほしいと
いつになっても君にプレゼントをあげる
僕が必ず選ばれると知ってるから
君が選ぶとしたら
僕が選ぶとしたら
必ず君が選ばれる

この手紙も他と一緒に
大事にしとこう
天国に一番近いところで
崩れてゆく記憶の遠くから
神の意志で僕たちは必ずそこで暮らす
ああ、その日々、二度と孤独を知らないだろう

Different

Why me
That you have to choose
Even though they call me different
That they look at me from far
None cared to ask me
Could it be that I managed to smile all these years
Is it because you were there?
It still bothers me
These days, these times when I sit alone
They chose to shade their eyes from me
Since I met you I vowed
If I'm to be reborn
I want to be reborn different again
Then find where you are
No matter how many times
With these eyes that they call witch's pair
Why did you choose me?
My nights became lonely since I met you
You taught me what it means to despair
I didn't know what love was
My pains were temporary
I never cried at night for what they said
But I knew
I was and always will be different
One of them yet not
Trapped on this small planet
Ironic
How my difference took me across universe
To venture outside
I saw people more unique than me
It wasn't me who found you
God sent you in a surprise package
To this boring place which you say is better than yours
But life is always like that, isn't it?
Grass is always greener on the other side
You are on the far side
Shining in a way so gently
You are also different, but they love you
I can't understand why
Why is it I crossed that border of difference
We are too far away
Still I couldn't help taking you away from them
Your response
It made things worse
Perhaps if you didn't say you love me
Perhaps life would've been different from now
And I won't have to sleep alone
Or cry alone
If you didn't catch my extended hand
Would I be happier than now?
Aren't you regretting
Taking me in?
I won't regret what I did
When I chose to make you mine regardless of your feelings
But if you're not happy with me
I'm ready to let you go
Your happiness is what I wish
But with all my heart, I don't want to let you go
If you are gone
If someone else comes to take your place
I want to be reborn
This time into the person you'd really be happy with
Forgive me for being different
I'm sorry I'm not as nice as they are
Hikaru
Hotaru
Keikoku
Whichever you are
Life is full of wonder
Like when the traveler settled down with the healer
I've never doubted your love
Nor do I doubt your heart
I just wanted to hear your voice more often
Even at those times when I get persistent
What I really wanted was to listen to you
To have you nearby a little bit longer
To prolong your stay some more
I wanted to listen to those assuring words over and over
And smile at you when you're not looking
To understand what your life is like
I'll always believe in you
You showed me who God is
You told me that God loves me
What more could you do for me than that?
They still stare at us
Wherever I go
Is it okay for you to walk with the so-called silvered curse?
It would've been better if you just let go of my hand
Nah, it's better this way
They don't understand
I don't need them to understand
I didn't ask to be born different
But next time, if there is
I will

Invisible Writer

You're always knocking at my heart

Then draw tears when my eyes are still wide

You turn things upside down as you like

And you're still my one love

You tell me my dad loves me

About his inability to show it

You show me my mom needs me

All the way behind that curtain of temper

I ask myself why I should be kind to people

Yet I worry if you'd ever stop being kind to me

I think I have a heart of stone

But you keep it throbbing

Over?

Has my time come?

But I open my eyes

As another morning greets me

This journey is still far

There are still puzzles to unscramble

Whenever I stumble and fall

I get back up

Knowing it was you who supported

I hate it when I doubt myself

But then you will sing me a story

And tell me to believe

I do not know who I am

Because everything about me belongs to you

You, my God

星の遠くに

複雑です

心の安らぎを求めている

きっとどこかにあるのに

なぜ手に入らないの？

まるで忘れられた存在のように

淋しくて愛おしくて

いつか会えると信じ

あの人の笑顔がなんでこんなにいとおしくなったんだろう

いつも笑ってた

よく隣にいてくれた

たまにいないときは

私が不安になる

多重人格？どうでもいい

あなたはあなた、それでいい

失いたくない

抱きしめたい

帰ってよあなた

こんなに待たせないで

たったの5分でも

買い物の途中であなたが試着しに行ったとき

なんとなく5年間のように

なぜかその5分の間に

またあなたが消えてしまうような

わずかな時間

永遠のように感じる

離れたくなくてゴメン

私に愛されてること

どうか許して

***

The Healer's midnight melancholy

With love, for Palestine

一つの愛

空が赤く照らされた時

母は悲しげな顔を隠した

幼い弟を見つめながら

私たちはやむを得ず家を出た

たぶんこれは天罰だろう

果敢ない幸せを追い続けてた僕たちは

大事なことを忘れ踊っていた

昔から約束された天敵はいずれやって来て

あれから何十年も

じいさんたちが私たちに残した遺産は

むしろこの戦いしかない

友達、学校

そういうもの感じたかった

きっと楽しくて、きっと笑える

父の愛さえ分からない私は

命の意味を問うていた

世の中を問うてた

だけど母はいつも笑いながら

大丈夫だよって言ってくれた

わからないよ、あの時の私が

なんで僕たちばかりがこんな目に

なぜ父が死ななきゃいけないの？と

毎日、涙が私を寝かせていた

いま僕はわかる

やらなきゃいけないことがあること

一人ぼっちになっても

僕を見て愛してくれてる神様がいる

その神様は今

亡くなった父も、母も、弟も

どこかで見守ってくれてるだろうと

そして僕の出番がやっと来た

一つの愛を信じ

この戦場に踏み出す

***English version***

Believe In One Love

There was a time when the sky turned red

And mother hid that sad face from me

I wonder what future awaits my little brother

As we stepped out of that house

Could this be punishment from above?

When we chased after the fleeting happiness on earth

We danced only to forget the most important thing

The enemies promised in our early days finally came

And since then years passed

What our ancestors passed down to us

Is nothing more than this fight

Friends to play with, going to school

I always wanted to know what it feels like

It must be fun and full of laughter

Not even knowing what a father's love is like

I started to wonder what life is

I began to doubt everything

But then mother would always smile

And tell me it will be alright

I didn't understand, I was too young

Why are we the ones to carry this burden?

Why did father have to die?

Everyday, tears put me to sleep

Now I comprehend

That there's something I must do

Even if I'm left alone

There is God who looks at me and loves me

That very God right now

Is probably looking after them too

My father, my mother, and my brother who died

And then my turn finally came

Believing in one love

I stepped into the battlefield

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A look into a person's heart.

ELIXIR一郎

Woke up early in the morning

Somewhat sleepy, somewhat late

10 minutes left time to pray

A new day begun again

After prayers the holy book

And after that a delicious breakfast

I crouched in front of the screen, wondering

What should I write, for this report

Things got a little hazy, things got a little blurry

Into another slumber you sent me

That alarm You told me to set earlier

Rang at 7:45, and I realized I was dreaming

A little bit of this, and things that I don't like

But since You gave it, it must be good for me

Then at 8:15, finally You showed me what to write

A brilliant report that I never thought of

しっかりしていたい、はっきりしていたい

朝ってミラクル、あなたはワンダーフル

Light Binder

It's not the weather

Probably is has come

The time of the year

When snow falls in midsummer

While ants gather around a rotten apple

I stare at the sky wondering

Has cosmic started its alignment?

And it is not a dream

Funny how complicated things are

To have two souls in one body

Funny to be the one who crosses time

But still this uneasiness lingers

Just what is this anxiety?

To watch myself with the eye of the heart

Reality isn't quite what it seems

I ask for only one answer

What should I know and what shouldn't I?

The Light Binder made me from clay

And put us above spectrums of light

Alas the traveler picks up hes sword

Somewhat heavy, somewhat far

50 years later se promises to return

And it was a long day for hem again

Look At Me

Always wanting You to look at me

I forgot about the things you gave

Going around wondering how to make You love me

But I never looked at those You blessed

Do they really love You? I always ask

Do they even know You? I ask with angst

I can't help but weep

Everytime their words make You look weak

But I forgot that humans make mistakes

Why didn't I see when I sat under the stars

Birds flying back to their nests after a long day work

That small stream flowing nearby

Had it always been that blue?

I see now Your love is infinite

Hatred from jealousy leads to nowhere

If I always want to despise

When will I get out of this prison called delusion

But now I've climbed the walls

And saw a beautiful rainbow arc

Life is short

My journey is almost over

Resting Area

I have chosen this road

This difficult road

Not everyone can move

Now everyone can just wait

Someone has to do it

While someone can just sit

I sat down for too long

My legs have gotten numb

Time to spread these wings

And begin a new journey

Too long the rest was

Too short the journey will be

Why not take a break? say them

Because it's too easy

The traveler always walk on

From the past to the future

Always smiling

But never looking back

That's how travelers are

And I don't want to be the one who waits

My lover once said

"If fighting is our destiny,

Then there is nothing to do but fight"

But no one knows their destinies

Till everything ends

Still I want to be the one who flies

I will be the one who learns

Countless Treasures

We are always fighting

Always struggling

Don't hold back those tears

It's part of life

We are always looking back

Always saying the same "I'm alone"

Now I look again

And then I look again

How many battles have I gone through?

To struggle against sadness

To get to know true loneliness

I've befriended darkness

Oh foolish days

"I'll protect you" was an undeliberate lie

In fact life is full of lies

Have you ever found yourself

The last one standing with the flag

Then dimensions flip

And you're in the next battle

Yes, that's right

Life is full of pain

By getting hurt we learnt that blood is red

And still I have time to write

And still these hands leave their marks behind

Back To Earth

Mysterious the way people work

Notoriously challenging the rules

And though knows, believes not

And that applies to me too

How can this training be so short?

And while people fuss over trivial things

I wonder why I only see the big picture

When they draw me the small pixels

I happened to see more than black and white

As I see what's between 0 and 1

Can't help but think how small it can break

Unable to say no to those things

I start learning again

What's the big picture?

0 or 1

It's true it's not enough

Nothing more that foundations

Maybe I'm starting to see it

Because I'm not a robot

After all I'm a traveler

Who travels and learns

Scarecrow

It's time to go

困ってる人がいるからこそ

私たちは動く

When I told you we have to move

You called me a fool

For abandoning knowledge that could be a tool

You said wait, it's not time yet

Just like them, always waiting

Then do you know who they are?

The people who said the same thing in the past hundred years

But what changes? What do you see?

All promises made, few actually done

The rich just rise higher

While more people struggle in poverty

What is this promise that you want to make?

History proved it, what else is there to say

When people move, those who don't will be left behind

How can you laugh here

When you know out there people are suffering?

Someone's working on it? How do you know

You're doing it your own way? What is your way

Always making promises

人間の悪い癖

Because you will be asked more than this

On judgment day

And no one will back you up

Unless you wake up from those selfish dreams

Between Sunset And Sunrise

Something moves in the hearts

Birds that flap their wings under the red sky

Always wanting to fly, we repeat the same mistakes

An ocean that was blue holds treasures

Deep down at the bottom lie the secrets

So near yet untouchable

Have we thought as we walk on this earth?

How we hurt the trees just because they can't speak

They say you can tell animals apart at a glance

Amidst stupidity we are different

Tomorrow comes at a steady pace along with death

And with death comes lie, the size of a palm

We know everything is a blessing

The mountains that hold strong, the earth that revolves

Diamonds in the sky show the way

To sailors, to travelers as well

Birds that sing, birds that fly

Over the snowtops the deers ran

Though you admit that laughter is remedy

Why deny those you can't grasp?

Look forward as you walk on this earth

You might see where pillars of the sky stand

I had been fooled for a long time

When I thought emotion is a lie

A forget-me-not smiles at the sun

A small stone stares up at the wide night sky

Tokyo Heart

Enough with our stories

Time write a new chapter

Beneath a forbidden land you wipe sword

Clean from blood that you shed from those poor souls

Against each other again and again

Then under the same silver-leafed tree you sat

Filling each others' cups with tea

Reminiscing the good old future drama

What brings? What says? What is this?

Enough with madness, we'll write a new chapter

Could it be gold that they seek?

Singing under the moonlight a blank lullaby

It's not hard, it's easy this way of life

But they say no, when we haven't even asked

Hmm... hymn a long hymn

Thinking, thinking is a road

Leading to a birth of a new face

But people only trust their greed

Complexity makes things look great

Sometimes it brings us to our knees

I wonder if I'll be able to slip out

When will this be answered

This circle of life

While Unearthing Diamonds I Found...

I know somewhere out there you are crying

I know what the stars see when they embed the night sky

If it is our destiny to hold onto third thread

It will come through a looking glass

Somewhere is what's beyond

In another sky someone awaits

People never cease to wait in vain

Even as light moves on as fast to tell the time

Why won't they believe that time can play like music

Repeating over and over again

Or going backwards

Or even stop

A sweet fragrance tells of a story from the future

That has not yet begun but that soothes the pain

The pain after being clawed and torn then sewn again

Ahh, what they call a curse is but a wonderful miracle

When the birds sing in the blue sky I gazed at the hill

Where you sat, where you waited

Where it all will begin

And creatures of darkness are made of fire

Who would've thought they could work otherwise

They always say nothing matters

But they had always understood

In the name of the Creator who made me from earth

I vow to fight and retain peace on this land

Democracy

If little children are killed

If women are raped by consent

When war is won by the one with supporters

Even though they know people are dying

People are suffering

And they still say it's the best

If people have to starve

And enslavement occurs again

If knowledge is all it's about

And morals are thrown aside

They let one side bomb the other

But call the other terrorists when they resist

If this is what you call democracy

We don't need it

If only one side gets to speak

And frequent deaths by mistake are overlooked

If only one side controls the media

And no one realise they are brainwashed

When ruthless killing still exist

When a group of people are stomped upon

Just because they don't share the same idea

And just because they fight for what had been stolen from them

You call them terrorists

If anyone gets to insult another

If everyone is free to say what they want

Without a limit, even if someone gets offended

When a friend makes fun of his mother's impaired feet

When a husband laughs at her brother's brain deficiency

And everyone gets to have their say

If this is what you call freedom of speech

We don't need it

But if you call democracy

A place where no one hurts another

Where offenders are dealt upon with justice

And an intelligent ruler walks along his people

Looking at what they eat

Looking at what they're wearing

Then he himself dons the same thing

And eats the same thing

Where understanding is more important than knowledge

When no one is a slave by consent

Where everyone REALLY gets the chance to speak

Without hurting or offending anyone

Where rulers are chosen by majority

Not by unseen voters

And technology is a tool

It is not our god

Then people work to save the earth

And people, and animals as well

When people watch suffering people on the media

They get sad and move to help

Be far they are

Be poor they are

They don't just share their wealth

But they share their sufferings

If this is what you call democracy

It is not far from Islam

If this is what you call democracy

We would not fight you

If you see artists as idols

If everyone struggles to be seen

While no one wants to be the one watching

Except those who benefit from that struggle

When people are judged by their status

By what they have, what they wear

People chase after beauty while their folks grow thin

If commercials tell people what to buy

While small dealers just collapse

If you walk by and see a homeless man

And you don't feel a bit of sympathy

When you think it is the norm of life

To have the poor and do nothing

If you cry over a dying population on the TV

Then have a good night sleep right after

If you have no remorse for that small mistake

Because you don't think anyone will remember

If doctors have to be paid to treat

If rulers have to be paid to write testaments

And women are either denied to equality

Or they are forced to work

If this is what you call democracy

Remember that it won't last long

Savior Murderers

None of us are in love with war

What you think is but misconception

Then why all the guns and the bombings?

As we climb walls and practice?

When humans are enslaved by other humans

And enslaved by their own greed

We hate war

But we hate more when girls are brainwashed to prostitute

You are slavery by consent

And we are fighting those who enslaved you

Why hate us for carrying rifles

When you love those justice warriors in dramas?

All you hear are from your leaders

Your leaders who are in fact enslaving you

You never get to hear the truth

And you choose to be blind

You choose to call us war-maniacs

We do not just protect ourselves

We do not just protect our families

Religion is a must

Patriotism is rubbish's tool

If you choose to read history you will see

What religion really was

It is the way of life

It is what frees you from corruption

You choose not to see

Thinking you are free

We see brainwashed people

All fooled in misery

And we choose to fight

Though we never love to spill blood

It is the rule of the land

Where tyrants must perish

And where will you go?

Will you support your tyrants?

Or will you mock us, and call us terrorists?

You write in your scripts and films

Of saviours bathing in blood

Cherishing them, wishing they exist

In fact they are in front of your eyes

But you choose not to see

There are things allowed by God

Which God Himself doesn't like

It is called divorce

A separation of man and wife

It is not something pleasing to anyone

It is not the sign of true civilisation

But God gave those blessings

Because we need it

And there are things allowed by God

Which we do not like

It is called battle

A fight to defend humans' rights

Sane humans hate to kill

Only mentally-ills are happy to ride

And they are the ones overpowering you

While we move to free you

So where will you go?

And God gave those orders

Because without us

When all of us are gone

You have no clue to where to find justice

We will go

When the time comes we will leave

Forever leaving this world

Wait for that time

As we are also waiting

Then where will you go?

When there is God on our side

The God who gave you so much

But you who turned away

Who will give you protection?

We will leave this world

The justice warriors you longed for so much

The warriors who were in front of you all the time

The very ones you spat on their faces

When we are gone

Along with the peaceful life that you needed

No one else will fight for you

And no one will protect you

Love Hurts

I have something to say

A longing to fulfil

What have I done

To forget this love

What my hands have done to upset you

I'll repay with my everything

So many days passed

Ever since autumn leaves left their mark

A face I used to love

To long for so long

A person I wanted to hug

That I always loved

Just silently with the breeze

Wrapping my arms around hes shoulders

I've forgotten

What it felt like to love

To miss someone so much

To hate memories

Never looking back

Cause knowing this will happen

This very moment

When I start missing those days

The days where I chased after you

The day we swore to love each other

And those following moments

When there was nothing I loved more

Than to see you every single day

Know my love, that I still hate looking back

Looking back on those days

Those days when nothing could hold me back

When everything I wanted was you

But look at me now

Nothing more than a figure

Lost and stumbling

Falling over and over

The light seems so far

And you are far too

When I walked away on my own

What is it that I seek

Satisfaction from lust and greed?

Denying, but God knows

How much I need help

I'm the weak traveler

Who's lost everything

After such a long time

These tears fall again

As I realize

That I've fallen deep down the trench

You are not an illusion

Not a toy I can play with

Can I just sit down

And stare at you in the eyes

Recalling those lovely green gems

Ahh let me forget those days

The days I loved you

Let me leave these days

The days I turn my back on you

I'll keep on walking

Though the road's tough

I'll find the answer

The day will come

When I'll love you again

The way it should have been

Then I'll look at you again

And probably smile without tears down my cheeks

Probably you don't know

But I'm the one who left you

The one who walked out on you

But you kept on smiling

Believing in me

And I knew that trust

While I keep on playing around

Still you wait for me

For every single second of my return

Never regretting choosing me

As if nothing is wrong

But it's wrong

Why can't I just hold you?

And hold on strong

Why do I keep going away

When I know I'm not that strong?

And everytime I come back

You're there at the door

Don't go away

Don't show me those regretful tears

I wish you'll never know

The meaning of tsurai omoi

When you know what I am

And what I've been

I still hate memories

Bringing back nothing but pain

God this hurts

Love hurts

Even when I'm the one who's hiding it

***

Love letter from The Traveler to The Healer.

Expedition Into The Sea

Se came in a strange way

And se's leaving in a strange way

A very aged companion

From the One that goes beyond time

The clock ticks by

Tick, tock, tick, tock...

Echoes on the wall

Se's leaving, oh God, se's leaving

I won't ask why you take hem away

But I beg

Take me with you

Dimensions, time

Space, mass

Matters that matter but not

God you're interesting

What are you keeping behind that veil

So beautiful, so kind

Made words enough to express

Oh the One that toys with my heart

Fascinate me with your stories

Dear angel on my right

There's something you're hiding from us

Is it interesting? Are they what they seem?

One day we'll share our tales

Sitting on the sky

You already know my share

It's time to tell me yours

Dear angel on my left,

Thank you for everything

At sunrise they took me

In front of the crowd

Onto the platform

So I stood

And I looked at the sky

And the infinity beyond

Warm sea breeze on the cliff

Ah, I thought

What serenity...

I'm so thrilled

What does death feel like

And the life after that

I won't turn back

I can't turn back

So I'll just look forward

Anticipating a new start

My heart beats so fast

But my excitement was disturbed by a tap on my shoulder

And I was asked

To give my last word

Last word?

That's tough

So many things to conclude in one sentence

Humans' laws are so funny

"Se came in a strange manner,

And se's leaving in a strange manner,

Se's leaving, my brethrens,

Se's leaving..."

Forbidden Time

Now as I look back

As I tear open a veil called time

There's a portrait of me

In a way I recognize no longer

I knew it, people just change

Maybe that's what interesting

I took down the portrait

And wrapped it neatly in memories

What surprise

One I've not had in a long time

Se had a few pieces missing

Now I hold a fragment of the puzzle

Then I put it in place

Just another piece could be so significant

I added another scene to my life

Just that and the stars appeared again

They gazed at me giggling

I couldn't help but grin

Coz I really have no idea

Since when I could hold out a hand

Reaching into what we call earth

Here I found what I needed

I buried memories in laughter

And kept it beside solitude

I locked the door called past

And drew shut the veil called time

悔しくなんかない

夜：怒ってる？

光：全然。なんで僕が？

夜：いや、まあ、君だもんね

夜：あなたは誰

どうしてそんな冷静にいられるの

自分が馬鹿にされてるよ

自分が認められてないよ

光：君は誰

どうしてそんな文句言うの

馬鹿にされてるのは

認められてないのは

人間っていうもの

夜：どうして笑っちゃう？

今笑われたぞ！

光：どうして気に入らないの？

面白いぞ

夜：あなたのそういうとこが好き

光：ありがとう

夜：いつかあなたみたいになりたい

光：なれなくても愛してるよ

夜：でも本当に理解できない

光：僕、変ってるから

夜：本当、あなた。。。

大好きだね

白：成長したな、光

光：ずっと前からだけど。。

白：いや、全然違う

光：そんなに？

白：俺、正直びっくりした

光：君なんかびっくりできるわけ？？

白：でも、お前はやっぱり馬鹿だな

光：君に言われたくねぇな

夜：怒ってないと言ってるのに、号泣じゃない？

光：してないよ

夜：だって、奇妙な笑いしてるもの

光：へえ。。。そんなわけない

夜：悲しかったら、悔しかったら、私に言って

。。。

隠しても無駄だぞ

私には、わかるから、あなたの気持ぐらい

光：笑わせてよ。。。

泣きたくないから、笑わせてよ

だって、僕は旅者だから

夜：。。。

私は、あなたを守りたい

光：よく守ってくれたよ

言えないくらい感謝だ

夜：その強がるあなたのとこが。。嫌なんだ。。

悲しい時は泣いて

悔しい時は怒って

光：悔しい時なんかないさ

自分に嘘をついてても

やがてそれが真実になるから

頑張ってる僕の姿、嫌いかい？

夜：。。辛いんだよ。。。

光：僕は、泣くときもある、笑う時もある

でも悔しいから泣くのって

バカバカしい

ただ、自分の弱さや馬鹿さに負けたとき

肩を、貸してくれ

Eternal Bond

Can I lean against your back now

And trust you to look after mine

Can we sit together under the widespread sky now

Without worrying about what's behind each of us

I am glad I met you

I am glad I have you to call

My companions now and forever

Memories still linger

About friendships that never stay sealed

We were always afraid

Never had anyone to trust

But that all changed

With the power of the One that we share our love

We were able to love each other

"One day you might find me jumping with joy

When you do, remind me of hell

One day you might find me hopelessly down

When you do, remind me of Hes love

One day when you see me weak and helpless

Remind me of heaven and its treasures

If one day I build a barrier between us

Help me tear it down

If there was a time I scarred your heart

Tell me so I could change

When the day comes when I shall sleep my eternal rest

Then shower me with Al-Fatihah and prayers"

I read that a long, long time ago

But I knew how terrible humans can be

Now we have met

Now we have fallen in love

There are you to whom I can say these words

We need not worry anymore

There are people I can trust

Now I can say that

Now I can finally trust

Never have we done this before

Never have we vowed our love to anyone

Thank you my God, for showing us

That we were not alone

Though we are all trying

We trust our backs to each other

And now I walk under the sun

Under the moon, under the stars

Without having to look back

Just walking forward

Towards people waiting for me

I love you my friends

Eternally I love you

White Wind

I have something to share

I have blue skies to watch

To witness

Will you listen to my story

Or will you go as soon as the fun is over

Stay

Look into my eyes

You have to know

A fight that's been going on forever

Is it destiny

Is it a blessing

An image so lustful

Of a memory stained with emptiness

Have you ever looked at the earth

All around you

Did you know if you stop and watch

Everything will talk to you

I asked the persona

Why do you keep coming back?

It is so kind

It is so sweet

But never answers my question

It just play with me

And tell me it's alright

Everything's alright

Nothing's alright

I asked the council

Why didn't you stop it?

They asked me back

Why won't you lend a hand?

A thing I never understand

Is that my heart believes in the truth

But against this one persona

It always shuts its eyes

Ironic

I killed myself

Literally

Are you bored?

Or are you confused?

"What is this, my dear?" says you over there

"What has been bothering you for centuries?

Have you forgotten your destiny?

Do you not own someone a favor?

You used to throw away your life for the truth

Why are you throwing it away for damnation now?

Have you forgotten your destiny?"

My dear, my dear

I never forget my destiny

That is why I'm telling you

What I can't solve by myself

I have no patience, have I?

It is a blessing

To be beautiful

Now I finally understand why they say

Being too beautiful could be a sin

Codename KY

The codename

It's you

Do I have to let go of you now?

And bid farewell till the time comes

But you just won't go away

Once I call your name

There you are again

We both hate saying goodbye

And this is our destiny

If fighting is our destiny

Then fight by my side

I play in your world

You visit my world

God is mysterious

And sometimes humorous

That's the way things are

Live with it

Kneel down

Bow down

In front of the Almighty

Whom we pledge allegiance

When I saw you with your friends

I wished I could be like you

Our worlds are too different

Loyalty here was next to none

Or so I thought

So I kept leaving

I kept going to your side

Then the message was conveyed

That my fight here has never ended

Goodbye is but a few seconds

Are you willing to let me go?

God is miraculous

In the end

We are destined to smile

Because our loyalty

Is only for one

You are my companion

On the path to God

Aurora

Today I make this promise
That I will never make you cry again
Never to embrace other than you
And to always need you

After a long time
I notice
Goodbye starry skies
Where did they go?
Once again after a long
A very long long time
I'm back
Here on this grassy hill

It's slightly changed
With slightly more people
A happy couple
Sat on my grass bed
Up and up
To the top I flew
And stayed there
Recollecting pieces by pieces
Aurora river of stars

This is where it started
Where our love blossommed
This is
My sanctuary

Dozing Off In The Train

Something funny

Going through my mind

I just chuckle

Regardless of place and time

Why do I need anyone else

When I have you napping on my shoulder

Ah, this is bliss

Let it stay this way

Again a smile

Over and over again

People can't resist staring

I know how it feels

It's a dark night outside

I bet a big storm is coming

Tomorrow's gonna be cold

But I have my dark knight by me

I want to sing

Let you listen to the love song I wrote

This is wonderful

To know and to love you always

Wish we could always be like this

Wish we will never fade

God, you gave me

The best feeling ever

Lost Story

If you look at the stars at night

Don't look too far, don't search too deep

I won't be there, just a shy star

Say the words you're not there

But I see a star blinking low

Could it be protecting me from beyond infinity

If you start to move on again, if ever

Walk under the greens, say hello to the clouds

Get hurt a few times, and get back to sleep

Tell me who lived without getting hurt

Hug by your remembrance

Somehow I survived this far

And we were letting go

Of something that was there

Did you know we were never one?

We were never one

Just half of something else

In the dark, silent night I saw an angel

An owl hoots a sad lullaby

Sending the swamp and trees into deep sleep

Then as I sat at your window

Something is there

Crying outside my window

In vain I tried to find an inexisting smile

I'll ask the minister of dreams to give you a good dream

I'll ask the demon lord to stay away from you tonight

And I don't need you to breathe a word

I pray that people will always smile like you

As it is the source of my strength and happiness

So we will take another step together

My smile was never there

I was never there

And you and I have never met

Never once have I met you

Never once have I seen your face

Just through my heart, my intuition

It was too soon, you were too young

For you to notice my black robe was too early

You weren't ready to go

It'll never be too soon nor too late

As time will always be perfect

Unpredictable yet unquestionable

Do not ask who I am, nor ask me to stay

Run into the sun if you see me

Like everyone else would be happy to

Don't stay, don't go away

You're always welcome here

Now and forever

光の歌 Rhythm Of The Light

私には忘れきれない

その苦笑い、その微笑み

かわいいかわいい君に

言葉さえ伝えられたら

いなくなったりそばにいたり

いつも二人でこのペースで

どうして人は傷つくの？

みんな仲良くしたらよかったのに

僕を見つけてくれてありがとう

言いたくて言えなくて伝わったのかな？

ゆっくり君が歩いた

僕に背中を向けて

私は存在しきれない

この体もこの魂もいつか

強い強い君に

最後に歌を謡わせて

君が教えてくれた道

いつも光がさしている

嫌な人が消えてゆく

大切な仲間とともに

僕を見つけてくれてありがとう

言いたくて言ったって笑ってくれた

消えてゆく背中に

涙が隠せない

Wings

The calm one wins

You tell that to others

You show them how it's done

People wonder at your calmness

Some even thought you're just damn stupid

And still you're not the least offended

I could almost swear you're happy

Then I'll also tell you how stupid you are

Coz in the fight that's been going on

Across countless centuries and dimensions

Every single time

You fight them with rage

As time moves backward

In pitch black outer space

From star to star you went

With that black cloud after you

Yours is of a different face

Those ever sparkling eyes

Becomes full of killing intents till the red veins showed

Your crooked half-smile reeks of hatred

Do you even notice you're no longer dancing?

Just foolishly swinging your spear around you

You've become a fool

Not a single drop of your history

Till I care no longer

For the tears and blood that you shed

Shed tears, shed blood

I'm tired of this pace

When time moves back forward

Sometimes it stays behind, sometimes it gets along

And using that mere gap of a time

Se went back

To those waiting for hem

And history rewrites itself again

Se lives that picturesque life of hes again

Sending hes warm aura everywhere

Showing that calmly smiling expression

You idiot

If only you'd remember that when you're alone

Then we won't need to have our hearts beating so furiously

This hand of mine

It's done so many damages in my world

These feet of mine

They overtake lightnings

These eyes of mine

See through the heart of a person

Yet with all these capabilities

I couldn't lend a finger to help you

I can't even see who your enemy is

Therefore don't be ridiculous

Remember the wings you possess

To Snip The Thread

Don't bear it anymore my trusted friend

I'm ready to do this on my own

No longer a little, I have grown

So you can let go now

My heart breaks to say goodbye

But I won't cry

Because this is my tale

A hundred years by my side

Through countless stories

You need not worry anymore

You can let go now

I was young and stupid

And you're always a mystery

Till it is unraveled

Farewell

Somehow I learned to love

Found companions and life

You're not real anymore

But you're always my friend

Don't be afraid to let go

I'm not alone

And the seasons have returned

I'll remember the warmth of your hands

Goodbye my friend

My dear friends

The Traveler

It's been what? 3 years? Since the war

The same place but not quite the same thing

I know I won't see the place I once knew again

Tears of sadness are useless coz then again

This is just another journey

Here my name is this, there my name is that

Back then my name was something-something

I was born on earth

Just a few years behind

But I travel through time

To distant places across galaxies

Minds and dreams all the same

Fighting, loving, teaching, and learning

All those stuff, all those tragedies

My tears have fallen uncountable times

To regret the mistakes I made

That cost the lives of many

And though sometimes time is reversible

Memories will be overwritten

Till nobody remembers the uneventful things

That I still remember

Alas, the time will come

For this journey to be over

It is still far away

For now stretch out

And finish this adventure to get to the next

Sheesh

You looked at the wave of humans

And the night lights around you

Sighed, another day had passed

They talk and they chat

They care not what you may think

With ease you keep yourself apart

Their major interests bore you the most

Flinging your bag to your shoulders

You went away from their mean smirks

Yet you yawn and got along with your three friends

Other than the four of you

There is no one that you care about

Everyone sucks, you hate them

Even after you met that person

It wasn't long before you had to go

Across the universe, over galaxies

Penetrating through the night sky

Where the stars shine ever so bright

Losing your leader

Searching for her

As you tread the new earth

Hats and sunglasses and all

Else those you loathe will see you

And say things you hate the most

Your place, this place, what's the difference?

Everyone still sucks, everyone still doesn't understand

What it is that you look for

They say they love you

But will they when it's over?

Trudging among the leaves

You stared at the night sky

With autumn breeze blowing stiffly

Eventhough you hate those people

There's no way you can stand seeing them tremble

You'll give your strength to protect them

And when the terror's over

Continue to hate their insolence

But when there is nothing left to protect

What can you do?

At the end of it all

You returned to the arms of that person

Crying your heart out

For all the failures and suffering

As the sun rose beneath the horizon

That person told you that the nightmare is not yet over

But those around you that you care

They care for you just as much

You know you can go through this life

Eventhough except for some people

You still hate everyone

Therefore with your own hands you'll shape them

Into people you can accept

Red Flower

There is a person

Standing on the beach

With meaningful eyes

Just staring at the ocean

They'll always remember

The way hes long hair is blown by the wind

At the water edges se stands

Surrounded by them

Their weapons point out at hem

As se recalls a story

Se looks up at the sky

Gazing into the universe

Asking the same question

"Where do I belong?"

A place se used to call home

Now seeks hes life

Se's a blood-thirst ravager

Who has no desire to return

As they thrust their weapons

Se sighes

All se wants is

To place a white flower on a sword

Which marks the grave

Of the only one who knew the truth

But no matter how se tries

Se always fails

There is a tale

Of a child still-born

They offered hem to the demons

In exchange for serenity

And for reasons no one knows

The child lives

Se grows up strong

To have hes revenge

Till now the tale lives

The story keeps on being repeated

From ancestor to grandchildren

The demon child's tale

There is a person

Standing on a beach

Scattered with people

Holding a red flower

Se stares at the sword

And walks up to it

Holding out the bloody offer

Adding to the rest

Se kneels and prays

With that emotionless face

As someone creeps up from behind

Raising high an axe

And down it goes

Slicing the air

Along with the hands

Thudding the ground

The man saw the flames

In the eyes of the person

But se just turned hes back

And walked back to the shore

As night falls

Se stands at the seashore

The sound of the rocking waves

Goes far and wide

Just another planet

Just another galaxy

If you see hem try to say hello

Because se may be there for a moment

And the next thing you know

Se never appears again

On The Ring Of Existence

この指にする指輪は

君を表してる

Waking up from a long, long sleep

And sun rays piercing through the curtains

どんな夢を見たか？

Without bothering about pyjamas

Treading on the spring grass

Smiled

As se embraced the unexpecting figure

先に君に会えてよかった

On the edge of the universe

A planet as alike but different

A gap in the star chart

Silent planet, isolated

On the edge of the ring

The sphere of existence

An ocean as blue

A sky as bright

And three stars round a jewel

Though a little different it's the same

In a notebook

Write down its name

Like a cerebrus among pheonixs

Yet in another unknown world

Charms that attract though restrained

Or it may be just foolishness

Be what it may

Be far it be

This ring proves all

An irreplaceable green gem

Goodbye is but a while

People meet and meet again

But nostalgia stays

So preserve those blue skies

A place for someone to return to

Moths

Once again I saw the moon behind the clouds

I try to call out to the stars

And once again

I realize that there is no one waiting for me

There is no place that would accept me

How long do I have to run

Before the night ends

Could this be there is all to life

Does it feel good to lie awake at night

In the black casket just staring up at the sky

And I hear some voices moaning

But turns out it was just the wind

I'm left alone again

Why are there only black moths perching on my hands

Once again I saw the red moon in the sky

I saw a white star fades out

Everynight

I wait and wonder if sleep will come

To these heavy eyes of mine

How long do I have to watch

Till these eyes close

Could this be there is all to life

Midnight Never Ends

Combing your silky hair in front of the mirror

Placing down the comb, putting on a mask

You walked gracefully into the ballroom

With that person at your side

Yes, that's how it is

Your life

Is like a masquerade

When you are there

Your laughter is prettier

Than the tinkling of bells

With that velvety scent

Drawing people towards you

You await them with that gesture, with that smile

Your hand held out welcoming

You're an idol, a very beautiful one

Everytime you dance

Stars bloom one by one

The moment you stare into people's eyes

They'll be at loss for words

The moment you gaze from the corner of your eyes

People melt, not a shred of conscious left

Will you remember

That carefree life you lead

As soon as you fall asleep?

Because at midnight

That nightmare will begin

Every night, every midnight

A long, long dream

Without anyone you recognize

A lonely world

Although you retain that charm

You can no longer poise gracefully

If you do, they'll take advantage of it

That fragrance of yours

And you'll be left smeared in black

Crouching in a corner, crying

With fake saviours all around

How can you afford to stand?

But you kept on rising

Till you can bear it no more

A dream that's longer than reality

Why should it exist?

On nights when no stars are visible

You ask to yourself again and again

You cry unseen tears

When you think no one's looking

You didn't see that hidden figure

Beneath the shadows, behind the trees

That person watching your sufferings

But se couldn't reach out a hand to help

Whenever se calls out to you

You'd respond with a smile

Out of confusion, you created that barrier

Repelling those who tried to help you

Do you hear that person's cry

As se regrets hes inability to save you?

Will you stop those remarks

About the fate of a traveler?

Don't you want the nightmare to end?

Or are you better off alone?

On top of a canyon

Shooting stars can be seen

The starry sky spread out wide

A universe

There you were, with the persons that you love

Who you would throw away your life for

At times like that, you'd love to forget

The terrible nightmare haunting your sleeps

The starry sky

Is an infinite times better than sunset

You who fell in love with the starry sky

You whose lover's name is the night sky

Do you remember?

Who created the night sky

Once again the nightmare begins

The darkness slices open your heart

Everytime you sleep

It is painful, too painful

But you've finally realized

Even in there, you are never alone

The same night sky

The same creator

Someone still cares

As morning rays pierce through the clouds

The long nightmare takes a break

It will start again

It will not stop just yet

You sat in deep thoughts

Remembering the tears that person shed

You tried to hide your sufferings

But to no avail

Despite your cool attitude and naughty grins

They saw the pain in your eyes everytime the sun sets

You ran to where the stars play everynight

Because you cannot sleep

Do you think no one knows about it?

You don't like it when that person cries

It is your fault and you know it

You hold knowledge about darkness

You bear missions darker than darkness

No matter what, you don't wish

For your beloved companions to get involved

Thus you'll take down the barrier

Let that person help by being the weak one

And cry on hes shoulders when you're dying inside

You are still a traveler

But your strength comes from someone greater

Someone who will be by your side

For eternity

Lights, Camera, Action

I do not understand

What it feels like to be a star

I've never been one myself

And will never be for real

They told me don't

Whether realizing it or not

That is what they conveyed to me

That is their message

Like a song I once heard

A world full of lies

Just waiting to be added more and more

To this world where nobody cares

Lies are exquisite

People live in dreams

To this little traveler

Lies are but absolute evil

That world where everything's so beautiful

When behind it lie tears and blood

People know, yet people cherish

Is it imbecility? I don't think so

People are just tired

Too tired of reality

I've seen and known people who tried to escape

Away from reality because it hurts

But it won't do no good

Alas I only managed to assure myself

Again I watch as idols dance on stage

With their make-up smeared smiles

And gears that make them sweat heavily inside

All the way just for the audience

It's true affection they say

I've seen, I've felt

The feelings of idols, though I'm not part of them

Because I'm THE traveler

I don't need a mind reading prox

Or a prox with visions

What's in front of me tells me

The things they're hiding

They told me of their terrible lives

Of the things they had to endure

They complained of being unable to be

Who they naturally tend to be

Of the life-long acting on their shoulders

Of the fake smiles and broken hearts

They told me through their twinkling eyes

That there is more than is shown

Behind the scene of 'behind the scene'

There is nothing but shattered souls

Hollow Black

This fear I have

Of that prayer coming true

Lies before my eyes

A scene never seen

A hundred years pass

Soon another hundred

In the blink of an eye

I lost the hope to trust

Don't die on me friend

In a cold metal world

There I sat staring

Looking at the moon

That used to be so small

As I continue this life

Forever waiting

Waiting for

The angel of death that never came to see me

But one by one

Like flowers in the wind

My friends wilt away

Leaving another scar

Again and over again

People meet and love each other

But how am I supposed

To give strength

To this wounded soul

When whenever I see someone

I see written in red

The day se will die

And I still remember

The day when the last person

Among those I used to know

Grows old and dies

A summer hotter than before

A winter colder than usual

Hearts that grow colder

A body that stays rejuvenated

There was once a time

When I prayed for a long life

Never expected it to come true

Nor to be this painful

I was there when the last civillians died

Watching judgement day pass by

I stood between hell and heaven

And finally realized

That I'm alone

As the sun rises

Back to the time

A hundred centuries ago

I wake up from a long, long sleep

And hope

For it to stay a dream

Grasping The Unseen

That fragrance

I've smelled it before

A far away memory

Lying awake at night

Listening to silence

I feel the fragrance close by

So close in my grasp

How should I describe

This feeling of eternity

Night gets darker

As clouds block the moonlight

A peaceful sound

Plays in my ears

I try to recollect

Remember a lost scenery

A secret hidden

Deep within

Holding tight

To what's keeping me real

I've seen it before

I've known it before

The serenade

And tranquility

Ghouls Of Memories

Is it good to forget?

Is it easy to forget?

I wonder which is it

Always treasuring my memories

Every part of it

Where my companions are always with me

I want to understand

Why did se decide to forget

No, se didn't just forgot

I know

Se just doesn't want to remember

"Eventhough I will lose my memories,

I won't forget what I learnt each time"

Hes very words

I didn't understand at first

Nor do I now

I want to know

What are the reasons

Behind those tears?

I tried to understand

Why se wakes up at midnight

And cries alone

Never have I seen

Such a weak feature of hem

Se has given me strength

I want to be hes strength now

If I had such experiences

Would I do the same?

Or maybe I'd just keep pitying myself

Is it good to forget?

Is it easy to forget?

Is it because se's forgotten

That se is what se is now?

Does that mean I have to forget

To achieve such level?

But still I can't afford

To lose what I remember

The smiling faces of my companions

The fun we had together

Even the great destruction

But most of all

I don't want to forget

Every single moment with hem

It hurts when I watch hem cry

I'm glad I'm able to comfort

It hurts too much I can't help

It hurts even more seeing hem crumble in my hands

I didn't see with my own eyes

Hes tears gleaming under the moonlight

But I know

Out there

Se is hurt

Is it good to forget?

No good

Because I can't help with anything

Is it easy to forget?

It's easy

But it's no good either

Souls of forgotten memories

Will return and haunt

It's no good!!

Just stop it already

Stop making hem cry!

Memories, whoever you are

I will crush you

I will find you

And put an end to you myself

Emerald Clock

The feelings in us

Of half despair and fear

Throbbing, beating furiously

Flowing tears overtake the sea

Wind blows, shaking the palm trees

Shells washed onto the seashore

Sparkling under the starry sky

Wavers in the distance

Hot tears can’t be stopped

Those who chase mortality

Become waves

And wash us away

Hear the song of the sea

The last melody

Sadness it's always with me

I'm depending on you to save me

This is what I always wanted to ask

Why didn't I cry when I got far from you?

Even though I love you too much?

In the light rain under the night sky

A thousand questions swirl and swirl

I'm losing your hand in the waves

Can I find it back?

All my life, I live for you

Unlike straight bamboo poles

I fall

And washed away

Hear the wind whistling

The last rhythm

It dances, it ballets, the feeling

Wait for me, I'm hoping

I can't swim on my own

Can I find your hand in the darkness?

Don't say it’s over

Unconsciously chained myself to the floor

I can only wait no matter how long

For you to break me free

Certainly I haven't been obedient

Please forgive me for that

One more chance