The Enemy Is Myself

I’m a vial with a thousand souls
Only one may peek at once
1, 5, 11, I learned how to grow up
As I see the rapid changes in me
I got self-obsessed
And rapidly got rid of that too
But there are these unwanted souls
That came into my possession due to young greed
That surfaces when it's cold and dark
That which rapes the mind

With warmth and sweet melodies
It lullabies me to peaceful sleep
Causing me to push away everything else
But later when I walk under the sun
I'm like a shipwreck, no, worse

Somehow it was overwhelmed
Never again rising to the surface
And I met that person and others
Loved that person too much
Too much I won't let the soul resurface
Else the person will get hurt
Which in turn will kill me with heartbreak

During a cold rainy day
I felt a tinge of warmth
And the condemned thing returns
Its claws scratching my body
Its talons digging into my skin
Its fangs penetrated through my neck
Have it grown this big throughout the years?
Too strong it doesn't need the dark anymore
Because it itself is darkness

For the sake of my life
I tore myself apart from that person
Without a reason, without a goodbye
To defeat the enemy in me
The enemy which is now myself
Being aloneI get devoured every night
And blood drips down my fingers
Even when the sun is strongest
The battle continues

The Traveler first mentions about hes greatest enemy